New light makes... new people?

People change, that's a given. I think I change faster than most people though. Its kind of worrying me. Things that I wouldn't do yesterday, I probably would do tomorrow. My morals are riding this really fast and curvy roller coaster. It is that simple sometimes. I like to think of it as my 'evolution process'. As if I was mutating into something greater that this, that I am at the moment. I'm realizing the mistakes I make, by the minute. My ratio is quite high, but my ratio of realizing the crappy stuff I used to do before, under the light of new minute enlightenment period is higher.(its not that I don't like myself, I do, it has a lot of potential it just needs to... evolve) This sometimes happens by the minute. After finding out a new piece of information, my whole outlook is modified, let me explain. Today I read this whole blog about "unattractive celebrities" that this guy found attractive, like the ugly best friend of the main character or ageing actresses or breakfast TV presenters. After reading what seemed like the secret thoughts of a ten year old, I have a new way of seeing people. Of finding people charming and somehow, I now know, that everyone has some sort of tick to them.

http://idontcareifyouwouldntiwould.blogspot.com/?zx=2cd92b331cab8294

Most people who work in the celebrity business though, will discard a whole person if the shape of their ears made them less attractive. Unless you have personality to compensate or you just can't be ugly. This people will also build a temple of solid gold for anyone who crossed the line of average. That fucks up the beauty concepts and conduct of normal people, the majority of the population that has TV and rights, do care about celebrities in a weird almost religious way (i.e. build their lives trying to imitate that of the famous). I personally, don't know much if anything about celebrities... I prefer simple, anonymous people who will care about my feelings too. It is this people, whom I'll be seeing under a new light. Its kind of exciting. I might find some charm in myself too, you never know. Its sad, but one can judge people too quick too easily too harshly and this happens too often. I want to stop that. I want to find the mojo of people you would consider boring. I want Mr. boring to be my best friend. I think I haven't got much more to add except 'never judge a book by its cover' blah blah and sometimes, don't judge a book by its reviews either. Read it yourself.
your constantly evolving (hopefully...) friend,

x
azile